Esoteric Judas – dealing with dissent in the Universal Medicine cultPosted: May 30, 2013
Serge Benhayon’s Esoteric ‘truth’ is so flawless and divinely all encompassing no one ever need question it. Yet, once in a while a cult member does the unthinkable and ‘detracts’ from the work. In Benhayon’s EDG Message 9, we are not told how such detractors behaved, except that they aren’t fully committed to the Livingness death drive, but we get a taste of how Benhayon handles dissent – by comparing the less committed with the apostle Judas, accusing them of jealousy and damning them to repeated future incarnations with mental disabilities such as autism and Down Syndrome.
EDG Message 9 – Dealing with comparison and jealousy
‘A concise in-depth study of how the ‘measured esoteric life’ does not pay-off’
Jealousy & comparison = some of the most self-destructive emotional forces of all
What exactly is jealousy?
Jealousy is the reflection of one ignoring the deep pain of separating from their own light whilst others move on in theirs.
Note that – jealousy is very closely tied in with living a ‘measured life’, which, in this case of the esoteric student, is the ‘measured esoteric life’.
Let’s begin this small study with the following quote —
‘Some of the greatest detractors of the Hierarchy’s work on Earth are often found within the student body’ — SIB
The above is, most unfortunately, true. That said, such misaligned and misdirected students have never succeeded in stopping the work, which is what the force that works through them wants to achieve. However, whilst the astral-force fails on all but a few counts, and thus takes a different route in its failed fury, the misaligned student/s, at times, succeed in making a small dent in an otherwise whole for all concerned. As such is the greatest example of all — in the case of Judas. He set-up Yeshua for a confrontation Judas wanted to watch. The drive to have Yeshua tested against the precepts of the heads of a certain type of Jewish faith came from his desire of wanting to be more but, at the same time, feeling his lack of true fiery commitment … a classic case of jealousy. It was jealousy and not Judas’ greed, as has been erroneously and conveniently touted by the Roman Catholic Church, that led to Yeshua’s eventual physical end.
Did Judas succeed?
He succeeded to spoil the ease in which most could have had access to the work in the area it was originally designed to be at … this was the Plan. A small win for the lords of form – hence, the small ‘dent’. As far as Yeshua is concerned, he simply and effortlessly re-incarnated and did one thousand more Divine acts, teachings and ‘earthings’ as Apollonius in his immediate next life. In Divine grace and under the same impress, Peter and Magdaleena carried on the work in full and thus the Plan that led to the showing of how the esoteric life can live in full in the temporal world. As a result of Peter and Magdaleena taking the same impress forth, many were advanced in their initiations and the whole Cathar movement was launched. The impress lasted twelve hundred years … and, even though it was again stopped by the wannabe Cathars within the body of the Cathar movement, it energetically still lives today within those who were exposed to it … something that forever remains to be re-ignited. Meanwhile, Judas, who took his own life when he saw that his plan to have Yeshua tested backfired with Yeshua’s arrest, something he did not want or expect, has tried ever since to be the one others look up to or seek their truth from. He (Judas), in suicide, passed over in the momentum of his own pranic doing — a two thousand year jealous driven ill and very agonising momentum that ended in his last life as an astral impulsed guru. He now will face the usual series of mentally retarded lives followed by some autistic and down syndrome lives thereafter. This will help him heal his out of control spirit and thus contain him to experience life in the self-driven care of those who will emotionally attend to his needs…
We could have a lot of fun here guessing who this was directed at, what they’d done to deserve Sergio’s Esoteric wrath, and whether or not they’re still forking out cash to be spiritually blackmailed.
As spherical as Benhayon’s messages are, its still possible to read between the lines. As the message drags on (and on), he carries on about ‘the measured Esoteric life’ – SergeSpeak for not being fully brainwashed. Serge can’t possibly reach transcendental realms of financial success if cult members are even minutely resistant.
Anyhow, from the following I’m surmising one or more cult members realized Serge is full of it, and that the non Esoteric life is healthier, happier, less expensive and more fun. Maybe one or more spoke up about it, went on to be happier, healthier and better off financially, made Serge look like a pervey little weed and were labelled ‘jealous’ and Judas for their troubles.
Note also that comparison, like jealousy, is an Esoteric sin, unless of course you’re Serge and you’re comparing dissenters with Judas, or rating followers on his very own initiation scale, where he occupies poll position a few levels ahead of the Dalai Lama.
The point is this … On the surface, and due to the outward ill expression of jealousy, it may appear that what Judas wanted most was to be it … the one, the Christ for The Christ on Earth. The truth is, Judas was furious because he knew he could be it as that is forever the humble emanation of any World Teacher. What Judas also knew, albeit unconsciously, was the fact that he (Judas) fell short in his initiation as a result of his previous (lives) temporal rewarding and indulgent ways (the ‘measured esoteric life’). And so, Yeshua, by reflection, brought up in Judas all that he had indulged-in against what he felt was true … in other words, Yeshua showed how with dedication and loving discipline one can arise to heal and truly represent God on Earth. Judas wanted to have that role. Being close to it, and feeling the fact, he felt he should have got it but, he conveniently ignored the fact that in his previous lives he had in some way chosen the ‘measured esoteric life’ … in other words — do enough to arise and better oneself, but not go all the way. And hence the jealousy –
the self-fury when you see that another makes the loving choices you do not choose to make and, instead, choose the pranic comfortable alternative.
Note that — those who ‘sell-out’ to the pranic alternative, are very spiritually rewarded in one temporal way or another.
Yes, they’re happier, healthier and better off.
In one form of ‘astral reward’, the issue you do not want to see will not come-up for you, so to speak. In more ingrained ‘rewarded’ cases, one can also further their pranic appetite and achieve whatever it is they lust after and or desire … a triumph that is fully aided by the Pranic Consciousness. In all cases, no matter what you use the pranic-light for, whether it be to serve your measured life or to help suppress your own fury at not dedicating yourself to the esoteric task at hand, your life will appear to improve as the emptiness gets filled by the astral only to have the fire recede, ever so slowly, to the point and with deliberate design so that you will not know it is happening … It is the ultimate insidious trap.
Yes, being happier, healthier, richer, more successful etc. is NOT ESOTERIC! 😮
Exposing the root ill momentum – choosing to live a ‘measured esoteric life’ whilst being involved with the esoteric work in any way will nearly always guarantee you a ‘better’ life but, the ‘better life’, may not always come from the esoteric impulse … WATCH-OUT FOR THIS GRAND ILLUSION…
YOU’RE BETTER OFF MISERABLE, STARVED, MOLESTED AND EXPLOITED BY SERGE. IT’S A BLESSING!
And for the right price you can get the greater initiation package and a bonus deal of God’s special light.
Those who choose the measured-esoteric-life will always come across those who have not measured it and thus they will come across those who will hold greater initiations and thus greater roles in its expression on Earth under the direct impulse of the Hierarchy … it is here where the real fury ignites, for the measured life is fully exposed when the real light of God is seen in expression through those who live to and in its esoteric full…
Although you’re healthier, more relaxed and having more fun, God, Serge and the Hierarchy don’t approve.
A MORE PERSONAL STUDY FOR THE ESOTERIC STUDENT —
When there is jealousy in and amongst the esoteric students, it is not a simple case where one is jealous of another who plays better piano or is seemingly smarter or better looking etc etc. It is a case where one is jealous of another or of those who have taken the exoteric courage, strength and sacrifice to self-love themselves back into their inner-most so that they can once again be with their Soul to help mankind under the impulse of God and the Christ…
blah blah blah…
Consider the facts here presented. The fact that jealousy and or comparison are nothing more than — you being aware that you have made choices that are not loving or not of any true truth…
But, there is yet another point here for those in jealousy or comparison of any kind … especially when the jealousy is towards those who have chosen to make the light of their Soul more dominant than not and thus hold greater roles in service and thus higher self-made marks of Initiation. The one who has chosen their Soul and, adheres to its impulse, no matter how grand or great that may be, never loses out and their cause always gets Divine intervention whereas the wielder of such jealous driven pranic-forces, towards those who are making an effort in accordance to and with the Plan, with no pardon, will always taste the fullness of their pranic choices.
Forever in the fiery will of our Father
Halle-freaking-lujah – full bodied PRANA 😮 – and welcome back to the land of the living.